You're lost.

Sometimes I wonder if I’ve ever really liked anyone at all, or if my only attachment to them was just that some were more of a challenge than others. What if that’s all it ever really is? Just pseudo-adoration when it’s really just enjoying the company of whoever doesn’t bore us to death. But you know how it goes, we’re never satisfied when we get what we want. They say that in every relationship there’s always one person that is chasing the other. Maybe we won’t ever really be satisfied until we find someone who chases us back just as much. To paraphrase Chuck Palahniuk, maybe what I really need is a mutual addiction. Maybe that’s where love can really exist.